My Life to Be Bigger Than My Content

I’ve been thinking a lot about what it means to be a creator right now, especially in the spiritual wellness space.

And I think I finally see why I’ve been discouraged creating content lately.

I’m tired of creating for fast consumption.

And I was a graphic designer that became a therapist. So I taught myself how to make and edit videos, podcasts, my website and digital collage work that looks like AI created it.

My channel, creativity and art aren’t a snack, they’re a whole meal.

I don’t want to spend my life figuring out how to package a heartfelt message in 1-3 minutes someone will stop scrolling and listen.

And I don’t want to film my entire life just to prove I have one.

I didn’t leave a cubicle to become chained to a smaller screen.

I left corporate America because I wanted freedom.

I wanted to make things. Stop trading my time for money. To have experiences. To travel. To meet interesting people. To create art. To follow my curiosities. To gather people. To actually live.

And somewhere along the way, being a creative entrepreneur started coming with this expectation that we should also become full-time content machines.

Always feeding something. Another reel. Another hook. Another trend. Another funnel. Another course.

I made it to 10k followers and now need 100k views in 30 days.

So basically, become a content machine or go viral.

I told my team of guides, angels, ancestors, and ascended masters that part is on their plate. Just guide me. If it is meant to be, it will be.

Because New Earth is not about all of this.

Maybe all of this was the training wheels. Learning to liberate ourselves from the roles we were given. Believing there could be more. Leaving the structures that didn’t fit anymore.

But I don’t think we did all of that just to create new structures that keep us chasing, producing, proving, and performing.

And I’m not interested in creating content based on trends or watching every trending idea become a course, a framework, a certification, or some “proprietary method” because someone figured out they could sell it.

And when did we decide that talking about what we make all over the place is evidence of our experience?

In many cases, it’s only proof we know how to sell.

There’s nothing wrong with making six figures. Make the money. But we are more than the zeros.

Another zero doesn’t necessarily mean someone is more healed, grounded, aligned, or truly in their power.

Sometimes more revenue can come with more distance. More systems. Bigger teams. More pressure to keep growing. And somewhere in that expansion, it’s possible to become further removed from the passion, curiosity, or purpose that inspired the work in the first place.

Success isn’t always evidence of alignment.

Growth isn’t always evidence of fulfillment.

And more isn’t always evidence that something is working.

Maybe part of creating differently is asking whether what we’re building is actually bringing us closer to ourselves, our work, and each other.

I don’t want to sell people.

I want to feel alignment and integrity.

No love and light. Wholeness.

My degree is in transpersonal therapy. It holds the whole person. I have been working with clients for over a decade in the relational transition space, with people making big changes and waking up.

I am here to help people live free, not get lost in their phones.

I don’t know the answer, but I know we need to start talking about a regulated nervous system being the next liberation.

And alignment being the key.

AI is here to collaborate with, not help us sell more products and plan and replicate our voice, likeness and content.

Because I don’t think we need more information.

I think we need more humanity.

I want to know who you are when you’re living the thing that lights you up.

I want to know what you’re curious about.

What are you making?

What are you growing?

What are you learning just because you can’t stop thinking about it?

What would you spend three hours talking about if nobody was trying to turn it into a business?

I want to support the musicians and gardeners and bakers and artists and makers and people who are following some strange curiosity simply because something inside them keeps saying, go this way.

I want to support people creating things that have their heart in them.

Things that have their soul in them.

Things that carry evidence of a human life.

The years it took to learn something.

The mistakes.

The experiments.

The weird detours.

The thing you tried that completely failed and somehow led you to the thing that worked.

That matters to me.

I don’t need you to have a proprietary method.

I want to know what you know because you lived it.

I want to know what you discovered because you followed your curiosity far enough to find something.

And I want more places where we can share those things with each other.

That’s what I’m craving.

Connection.

Not followers and likes.

People.

I’m in a new state. I want to know the people around me.

I want to find the artist making something I’ve never seen before.

I want to know who grows the flowers.

Who makes the bread.

Who plays music, knows the land.

Who has been studying something for twenty years because they love it.

And I want to create places for those people to come together.

Workshops. Art. Conversations around tables. Immersions. Experiences. Making things together.

Maybe that’s part of what I’m realizing about my own work too.

I don’t want everything I create to be something you consume.

I want some of it to be something you experience.

Something we experience together.

Something that happens because a group of actual human beings walked into a room and brought their lives with them.

You can’t download that.

You can’t automate it.

You can’t summarize it.

And AI can’t replicate what happens between human beings when we are actually present with each other.

That’s the part I want more of.

I’m not leaving social media.

There are people I have met here that I never would have found any other way.

I just don’t want social media deciding what creativity looks like for me.

I don’t want to keep shrinking what I create to fit the container.

Maybe social media is where we find each other.

Maybe it’s the invitation.

But I want the good stuff to happen in real life.

I want my life to be bigger than my content.

I want my work to have room to breathe.

I want to follow what fascinates me and see where it takes me.

And I want to know what fascinates you too.

My work isn’t a snack.

It’s a whole fucking meal.

And maybe what I’m really saying is...

I want more people around the table.

Simple Ways to Observe or Do Ritual With This Eclipse Energy:

• Spend time near natural water or take a long bath.

• Grab a pen and paper to write out your unfiltered thoughts and dreams.

• Protect your peace by avoiding heavy, chaotic environments and resting your mind.

• Keep a piece of calming kyanite nearby to help balance your emotional tides.

Take a deep breath and let the tides wash away what you no longer need to carry.

Through this process, I have created offerings for the seasons I have walked through myself. They are guided journeys for understanding healing, soul purpose, and claiming your essence. Not a job or an archetype, but who you uniquely are and why you are here now.

If you feel called to explore your own elemental blueprint, spiritual awakening journey, or ways to bring more presence, beauty, and intention into your life, there are two digital guides to support you.

Uncover Your Natural Evolution is an introduction to understanding your healing path, how you grow and evolve.

Uncover Your Natural Gifts & Purpose is an introduction to understanding your soul purpose through astrology and embodied self-discovery.

Space to Be You is a companion for times of change, transition, and the in-between, offering reflections and practices to help you reconnect with yourself as life unfolds.

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I look forward to connecting. —XO Amy